The Reason Why I....

the reason why i hustle/ why i apply muscle/ cuz shes the energy i need to flex/ the reason why i collect those checks/ staying up late just to finish those verses/ cuz she deserves diamond rings and purses/ she never ask/ and tell me "you shouldnt have"/ thats why im glad when i give/ shes the one i wanna marry with kids/ shes my/ i repeat shes my/ structure to the bridge/ other side is the other side/ grammys and limo rides/ i see her in the dress/ but not impressed by the press/ media tabloids/ never can they write/ no heels at all/ shes just my height/ makes me wanna buy the wedding ring/ just a regular girl/ but still my everything.......

Fuck The World!

im thinking like fuck the whole world, cuz i believe that it belongs to me/ yup only me/ dont care to share/ fifth grade bully/ snatching all the snacks off the rack/ first nigga to act/ tough on the cakes/ gets smacked in the face/ but lets be real/ no more silly similes/ im just destined to be/ something im dreaming to be/ sometimes i think why the fuck i make free? cuz if i didnt would you listen to me? come on my nig/ be honest/ not asking for a promise/ just want my insecurities secured in my royalties/ so my boy has a chance to be/ a better man than i ever can become/ never will he be dumb/ nor sister or any other younger siblings/ i pray he's listening/ cuz learning from mistakes wastes time/ that you couldve used to grind/ then you screaming fuck the world/ does the include your mom and girl? or your son and older ones? or just the earth and the sun? yeah makes you think huh?...... MAX!!!

wheres my glory?

i ask one question/ where am i destined? i fell/ i got up/ i dreamed and got fed up/ still i feel im next up/ the page been turned/ the books been shut/ i opened back up/ became true to myself/ and realized its not the weath/ im after/ its to write the paragraph of life and live though this chapter/ ive been homeless/ ive been unnoticed/ still i felt famous/ and the house of mind wasnt broken/ my best called me strong/ i just try to get along/ if i dont make it, so be it/ its felt on my heart/ if i dont make it, so be it/ i wish death do me part/ i have victories/ i was a boy who stood to men/ im a man who became a man again/ pain cant desribe me/ i hide it too well/ life without music, tends to bore me/ my lifes a never told story/ i just ask wheres my glory?

how you feeling?

feel like ill succeed maybe cuz im the best/ i feel like im the seed, and im better than the rest/ then i feel like i cant breathe, theres a bullet in my chest/ then i feel like i have to plead before ill be put to rest/ i feel like imma fold, becuase i cant take the stress/ but my mama says im a soldier, and baby its just a test/ how do you feel about me? i feel i shouldve have to worry bout that guy/ why? cuz i feel i can take my problems if i try/ if i cant, ill fix my problems when i die/ but i feel i can survive/ maybe if i had her, but if i had her shes deprived/ but then i feel im the right type of guy/ i mean if i go the mile/ i feel ill make her feel good, you know make her smile/ but if i fail who picks up my place?/ i feel like i always have to have a smile on my face/ i feel like i have to keep up/ then i feel im strong enough to change the pace/ maybe im even strong enough to change the race/ but if i cheat i feel as if imma disgrace/ i feel like tomorrow will never come/ then i feel imma man and never will i run/ sometimes i feel too old, then i feel maybe im too young/ when i feel im the freshest/ shortly i feel im a bum/ i feel like imma boss/ then i feel confused/ start feeling that im lost/ i feel like a gain/ but then it all starts feeling like a loss/ i feel im here for reason/ i feel my friends change with the seasons/ then i feel why is she still here?/ maybe shes the one here for a reason/ i feel i should stop complaining/ when i want sunshine it feels it wont stop raining/ i feel i should ask why the fuck am i fighting?/ i feel nobodys listening, so i feel why the fuck am i writing?/

Love Is....

Love is letting go when something doesnt belong

but guiding that something, till something else comes along

Love is loving her mind not her body and the name

But loving myself and loving her has to be the same

Love is staying to the finish

But loving as if it just started from the beginning

Love is Me and Her

Love is You and Me

Love is forgetting the past, and letting the present BE

Love is trying to do your best

Love is knowing She's perfect

But loving the flaws thats comes with the rest

Love is what WE do

Love is without question i will always LOVE YOU