how you feeling?

feel like ill succeed maybe cuz im the best/ i feel like im the seed, and im better than the rest/ then i feel like i cant breathe, theres a bullet in my chest/ then i feel like i have to plead before ill be put to rest/ i feel like imma fold, becuase i cant take the stress/ but my mama says im a soldier, and baby its just a test/ how do you feel about me? i feel i shouldve have to worry bout that guy/ why? cuz i feel i can take my problems if i try/ if i cant, ill fix my problems when i die/ but i feel i can survive/ maybe if i had her, but if i had her shes deprived/ but then i feel im the right type of guy/ i mean if i go the mile/ i feel ill make her feel good, you know make her smile/ but if i fail who picks up my place?/ i feel like i always have to have a smile on my face/ i feel like i have to keep up/ then i feel im strong enough to change the pace/ maybe im even strong enough to change the race/ but if i cheat i feel as if imma disgrace/ i feel like tomorrow will never come/ then i feel imma man and never will i run/ sometimes i feel too old, then i feel maybe im too young/ when i feel im the freshest/ shortly i feel im a bum/ i feel like imma boss/ then i feel confused/ start feeling that im lost/ i feel like a gain/ but then it all starts feeling like a loss/ i feel im here for reason/ i feel my friends change with the seasons/ then i feel why is she still here?/ maybe shes the one here for a reason/ i feel i should stop complaining/ when i want sunshine it feels it wont stop raining/ i feel i should ask why the fuck am i fighting?/ i feel nobodys listening, so i feel why the fuck am i writing?/