yo this shit helped me

cant lie nomore/ i feel kinda down/ close to the floor/ but im supposed to happy as others/ but truthfully i dont believe im like the others/ maybe a outcast/ a little standout/ but thats what a man's bout/ right?/ than how come i cant sleep at night? im supposed to be loved/ but happy songs/ aint the ones i recite/ so/ with that/ i just sit back/ realize i came a long way/ or maybe its just a long day/ theres things i wanna say/ but cant find the words for speach/ so i brush her off/ pretending everythings just peach/ but she knows me soo well/ so why do i put her thru hell?/ i said shes my gate to the heavens/ god made her right? than why am i being the silent type/ you helped her when mans and her was going thru the fights/ and she helped you when you were lost fighting for your life/ thats just things i tell myself/ but sometimes i really cant trust myself/ i imbed in the brain/ that things wont be the same/ you will acheive your dreams/ the peasant will become king/ remember you was homeless? remember when you was home sick? remember you picked the wrong chick? but you still became max in the mist of all its/ not something many can hide/ its something many will dispise/ some will be happy for you/ but if you not happy with yourself, then why do it? claimed it was easy/ remember there was nothing to it? find what you saw at stake/ remember you told yourself, youll do whatever it takes...


okay i thought writing will would leave me at ease/ somethings still wrong/ is a disease? i feel im complaining/ i think i just need explaining/ guess ill address whats bothering me/ maybe im mad at the man who fathered me/ or the fact he didnt father me/ no still feel the pain in my chest/ the feeling that causes stress/ maybe im the test/ how the fuck imma grade myslef if i knew the answers? i just need some answers/ maybe i didnt ask the right people the right questions/ i thought i knew where i was destined/ but theres nights like these that leave me in question/ last year/ wouldnt think ill make it here/ ill walk around/ smiley frown/ but wouldnt shed a tear/ thats prolly whats wrong/ i wrote the wrong song/ at the right time/ and the wrong person sing along/ so with that i thought that will propel me/ actually in fact the devil letters just spelled me/ im scared now ill admit it, i think that was wrong, im scared and didnt know how to submit... yeah i feel better

Interviews yo

yes sir! things getting dope, kid getting press! like i just had the local newspaper less than a month ago. and i two magazine interviews due out next month!! okay first was Scheme Mag based out DC so yeah new ppl gonna hear my loving to they ears! lol i feel soo good, but still gotta take me ass to work tomorrow, i never really know the kind of questions they ask until i had one, feels good like they actually wanna know bout me, okay now get what the second is??? VAPORS!! like that shit in barnes in noble, clothings stores my nig! like cant wait to call my momma tomorrow. and they mad cool over there i forever have love for scheme and vapors, maybe ill get a cover on day, maybe well just wanted to express my excitement, me and christina gonna do more photos this weekend so this mags get exclusives. MAX!!!!!! haha man shit getting serious, hint for future rebelXbink? huh? i didnt say shit....