cant lie nomore/ i feel kinda down/ close to the floor/ but im supposed to happy as others/ but truthfully i dont believe im like the others/ maybe a outcast/ a little standout/ but thats what a man's bout/ right?/ than how come i cant sleep at night? im supposed to be loved/ but happy songs/ aint the ones i recite/ so/ with that/ i just sit back/ realize i came a long way/ or maybe its just a long day/ theres things i wanna say/ but cant find the words for speach/ so i brush her off/ pretending everythings just peach/ but she knows me soo well/ so why do i put her thru hell?/ i said shes my gate to the heavens/ god made her right? than why am i being the silent type/ you helped her when mans and her was going thru the fights/ and she helped you when you were lost fighting for your life/ thats just things i tell myself/ but sometimes i really cant trust myself/ i imbed in the brain/ that things wont be the same/ you will acheive your dreams/ the peasant will become king/ remember you was homeless? remember when you was home sick? remember you picked the wrong chick? but you still became max in the mist of all its/ not something many can hide/ its something many will dispise/ some will be happy for you/ but if you not happy with yourself, then why do it? claimed it was easy/ remember there was nothing to it? find what you saw at stake/ remember you told yourself, youll do whatever it takes...
okay i thought writing will would leave me at ease/ somethings still wrong/ is a disease? i feel im complaining/ i think i just need explaining/ guess ill address whats bothering me/ maybe im mad at the man who fathered me/ or the fact he didnt father me/ no still feel the pain in my chest/ the feeling that causes stress/ maybe im the test/ how the fuck imma grade myslef if i knew the answers? i just need some answers/ maybe i didnt ask the right people the right questions/ i thought i knew where i was destined/ but theres nights like these that leave me in question/ last year/ wouldnt think ill make it here/ ill walk around/ smiley frown/ but wouldnt shed a tear/ thats prolly whats wrong/ i wrote the wrong song/ at the right time/ and the wrong person sing along/ so with that i thought that will propel me/ actually in fact the devil letters just spelled me/ im scared now ill admit it, i think that was wrong, im scared and didnt know how to submit... yeah i feel better
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